its been over a year

wow.... so it has been literally FOREVER since i updated my xanga! and man is my life completely different than it was the last time i wrote in here. i'm traveling on PR for Trevecca. something i've wanted to do my whole life. i've made amazing friends through that. but life has been extremely busy. God is really trying to speak to me and tell me what He wants to do in my life. and sometimes it is just so hard to listen. so what i used this mainly for was to keep up with Destiny people, and i miss you all everyday. but its been good seeing some of you recently. we still really need to work on that reunion. party in nashville anyone? i'm serious, i'll do it. umm... its been so long everything i talk about is pretty much new so i dont know where to start. my beautiful niece, who is now 2 1/2 years old, moved to lakeland florida. well my brother and sister in law moved there and it was kinda natural that they take her! i miss them all the time. i almost jumped in my car and drove there yesterday, just on the whim. i really wish i could have. it would have made for such an awesome trip. i wish i could have spontanaity (yea i dont know how thats spelled) and just do things on the whim. but with life being so busy everything has to be so planned out.  but life is good and i'm having fun. i'm looking forward to this summer. but i just keep talking to God and He keeps telling me that even tomorrow could be completely not what i myself expected. so keep me in your prayers, whoever reads this because i'm sure everyone has probably given up on me by now, and drop me a line sometime. peace out a-town down

ps oh yea, i also forgot to mention that i sang on the stage at the Grand Ole Opry, how cool is that?!

Currently Playing Since You've Been Gone By Kelly Clarkson see related

hey kids.... ummm.... well whats new and exciting in the world of nicole renee underwood... well i'm busy busy busy busy.... and then some more busy to tag along right after that.  so i've honestly stopped ummm.... you know i dont remember the last time i did that. like yesterday i was too busy to even eat. i ran out of time to eat! yes thats right... nicole ran out of time to eat.  and then just when i think i'm gonna have time to sit down and maybe relax for 5 or 10 minutes something else pops up... and .... oh there i go again!! but its been an amazing last couple days though besides that. i'm having a grand ole time... enjoying life and having fun even if i am busy 36 hours a day. (if you didnt catch that its becuase theres only 24 hours in a day) but i'm leaving in 3 days to go to florida!! hopefully that'll be relaxing... well anywho... guess i'm out... thanks for reading my ranting, figured i'd still use this thing every once in awhile... love you!! yes all of you who read this! i love you!

~cole

what up? what up? haha... well since traci updated i figured i'd go ahead and update too! i'm doing wonderful by the way... just so all of you know! i should actually be doing homework so this is probably gonna be short... my birthday is coming up!!! YEA!! and i cut my hair... its a big deal if you really know me! haha... so those of you who live so far away and dont come visit me just thought you'd want to know... ok... peace out a-town down... i'm out

i'd rather fight with you than make love to anyone else ~the wedding date

life is not about the breaths we take, its about the moments that take your breath away ~hitch

Currently Playing Jimmy Wayne By Jimmy Wayne see related

hey!! whats up!? yes i still have xanga, i read it yes! i've been hanging out with some good friends lately, and i'm really glad! i missed yall!  and i made a picture website its... http://community.webshots.com/user/socialchic135 there are some pics on there. i'll add some later hopefully. and i've been updating on myspace so check that one out http://profiles.myspace.com/users/11452391  i wrote this little thing on one of my blogs on myspace but i'll put it on here too, because i know everyone complains that i ditched xanga! and its so hard for you to click and read them over there....

the joy of no longer being in high school
Current mood: loved

lately i've been surround by stuff from high school. although not all is bad, most is disappointing. it seems that no matter how many years ago they graduated, some people just cant get over the fact that life is no longer high school. it doesnt really matter how many receptions you made in a football game, or how many parties you went to. that really doesnt make your life any better now. but some people just dont seem to realize that. its the same people in the same town, or one town over, still telling the same stories of what drugs theyre doing and the nothing they accomplished today and the party they'll be at this weekend. still dwelling in the same drama. people still conforming to who other people want them to be for who knows what reason, its ok... you can be yourself, if the people youre around dont like you because you dont cuss every other word like them, or you cant kick a soccer ball as far as them, or you dont drink, be a bigger person. but on another high school note... one of my friends got engaged!! how crazy does that sound! i just kept thinking... wow marriage, really?! i'm so happy for her though! i know she is happy, and i'm happy for her. its a new time in her life! marriage scares me at this moment though... i'm waiting to meet that one person who will be perfect for me, the one who will treat me with respect and love and care, i may have even already met him... ok thats another blog for another time. but back to subject... its not like high school was bad for me, i didnt dread going everyday i was just everyday taking another step to getting out. those weren't the "glory days" that i'm going to live through the rest of my life. i realize that high school is over, and honestly whoever you meet from now on isn't really gonna care how popular you were in high school. its high school!!! so my advice for today... when you graduate... GRADUATE... move on!... you aren't in high school anymore its the real world, grow up!